IF YOU STILL haven’t read that scientific study that says swearing, or the use of obscene or taboo language, is actually a sign of more intelligence, rather than less, you are up for some sh*t.
I mean, it’s been around on the Internet for at least two years now.
And although I can swear like a motherf*cker, it’s not why people think of me as someone who is most superiorly intelligent.
Rather, the respect for my intelligence is caused by my gift of Understanding, the real intellectus.
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The spiritual gift of Understanding is, of course, rooted in the transcendent eye.
The one eye that sees the big picture.
The eye that understands how all kinds of truths make sense in the final reckoning.
Like in the eyes of God.
It is the intellect, the understanding, as God understands.
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Stupid people often judge me harshly according to their self-righteous arrogance and ignorance.
While intelligent people appreciate my proficiency, my facility and flair, to tailor my speech, and glide from the sacred and the profane.
But in my heart, there is really no scared and profane.
There are no binaries, and divisions, in my mind.
No males and females.
No friends and foes.
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No young and old.
No rich and poor.
No colors, and races.
No “us” and “them”.
No conservatives and liberals.
No tops and bottoms.
Because I have complete understanding that all these are but human constructs that do not bear any weight in the eyes of a powerful God.
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I mean, damn a God that gets offended by my foul language.
F*ck that God!
Because my God, the God that I love so much, does not think in the low bacteria brain levels of humans.
My God, in whom I rest all my faith and my devotion, sees and understands that my superior human intelligence is nothing but gibberish to God’s almightiness.
I do not expect my God to stoop down to my level.
So, if God is offended by my vulgar language, I will pronounce such God unworthy of my adoration.
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But it is as I said.
I am gifted with intellectus—that special understanding that sees everything in all the realms of heaven and earth.
And such intelligence tells me: Everything is going to be all right.
My understanding emphasizes: All these differences, all these good and bad binaries, ultimately lead to God.
Who alone can make all things right.
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And so, I can understand the Penitent Thief.
The one who didn’t do so much but only recognized the Son of God with his dying breath.
And I can understand why he would be in Paradise along those who have done nothing wrong in all their lives.
So, do I think I would meet all my so-called “enemies” in heaven?
Hell, yeah!
I’d like to meet all of them there.
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Here’s my thing:
I do not really believe in Hell.
I believe in the Love of God.
I have a clear Understanding, intellectus, that God wants me to dissolve in Godhead.
To be one with God.
God covets me in such an erotic, intimate way.
God desires me so much that God wants me to melt and meld with God’s glory.
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And this is why I can be pretty extravagant in my loving, and acceptance, of people smart and idiotic.
I understand that God wants to gather all people in the Godhead.
So, I don’t really pass judgment on people.
I am accepting.
I am loving.
I love the heterosexual people, even the heterosexists among them.
I love the LGBTQ+ people, even the haters among them.
I love the hustlers and the prostitutes, and the sinners among them.
I love HIV+ and sick people, and even those who spread…
Wait, no!
That’s where I draw the line.
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I mean, if you knowingly spread sexually transmittable infections, F*ck you!
And if your excuse is not knowing that you have STIs or HIV, a bigger F*ck you.
I mean, I wish you would rot before we even decide to take you to heaven or hell.
Because that is not understandable.
That is not forgivable in our time and age!
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I mean, sure, I understand that ignorant and irresponsible sex partners, who do not demand to know HIV and STI statuses, or do not insist on condoms when having sex with strangers, need to suffer for their carelessness and irresponsibility.
But if you are endangering others because of your own irresponsibility, then, double curse on you, you motherf*cker!
Does God love HIV+ people?
Sure God does.
Will God love you if you knowingly spread diseases and infections?
I’m shaking my head, and pray to God that God will punish you!
Because you are so arrogant in your Evilness.
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I believe there is a reason for diseases and illnesses in this world.
I believe there is a reason for pains and hurts, and heartaches.
But I do not believe that that reason is God.
That your boyfriend leaves you, is not God’s will.
That your girlfriend cheats on you, is not God’s will.
It’s not even God’s business.
Because you are an idiot who chose the moron in the first place.
But ultimately, things will fall into place.
Ultimately, you’ll find me who loves you.
And you’ll understand that God loves you more than I do.
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Intellectus, or that spiritual gift of Understanding, is a wondrous gift.
It liberated me from oppressive thoughts.
It made me accept, and love, people more generously.
It has made me strong in my convictions because I know that all truths relate to the One, True, God.
And it is a God that loves me.
Desires me.
Covets me.
And wants to rule Paradise, Heaven, and the whole Universe with me.
No sh*t! (500tinaga@gmail.com/PN)
